I had found the perfect man. Even though I had known you for so little time, it was like we were meant to be together.
I saw myself marrying you. We spent countless hours awake at night, talking endlessly. I was the happiest I had ever been.
Then you told me you had to wait. Wait to be in a relationship. Wait to tell your friends about me. Wait to be with me.
I was okay with it. I told myself that patience is a virtue. I loved you, even then, enough to trust you with our future.
Things were okay at first. You still showed me that you liked me. You still talked to me as if you wanted to be with me.
Then, out of nowhere, you changed. You stopped being polite and chivalrous, which is why I noticed you in the first place.
You stopped talking to me - you only wanted me for my body, and not for my "me."
I never thought you were that kind of guy.
And the worst part is,
I still love you.
I wish things would go back the the way they were.
Love (maybe forever),
Me
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